Birthday Time!

Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday to you! Happy Birthday Dear Booboo! Happy Birthday to you!!!!
Tomorrow is Randy's birthday! He is turning 19! My baby is celebrating his birthday and I am so excited. I think I am even more excited than he is. To him, birthdays are just another day but to me, this is a big day. He is finally 19 and we are finally the same age. :)
Unfortunately, I can't be there. The one day that is probably the biggest day of the year for him, and I can't be there to celebrate. No birthday kisses or hugs. I cant send him anything because I am too poor and I can't see him this weekend because I am working. Sometimes things get in the way and it isn't always fair but he knows that I love him. I still can't believe that his birthday is already here. This marks almost 6 months that we have been together.

I remember when we first started dating, I would constantly hold it over his head that the was the baby in the relationship, since I was going to be turning 20 and he was still only 18. Now my Booboo is older and I cant tease him about it anymore. At least until my birthday and then he will continue to be the baby once more. It doesn't feel like he is the younger one. He is constantly there for me and when I am down he is always there to cheer me back up and get me back on my feet. Sometimes it feels like I am the baby in the relationship because he is always taking care of me. I can't be there for his birthday so I told him that he doesn't have to be there for mine. "The hell I don't" is exactly what he said to me. My birthday is in the middle of the week and I have class till 7pm and he still insists that he will be there. He loves me so much and even though I can't be there for his birthday, I hope that he knows how much I want to be and how much I love him.
Happy Birthday Booboo. You are amazing and thank you for loving me so much. <3